Dad ended up spoiling all of us. Allie and I got iPads! I also got a Tassimo, MW3, Zelda Skyward Sword, 7th Season of Entourage, fluffy blankets, and hello kitty items from my dad too. My brother Mike and his fiancée Allie got me 8GB of RAM for my laptop and a water fountain for Harry. My brother Matt got me a hello kitty house key and a pimp cup that says sexy bitch LOL – his girlfriend got me $25 for the LCBO too.

I got so much, I can’t complain at all. Christmas dinner was good too of course ;)

After having 2 days off, I gotta go back to work tomorrow. Only a 3 day work week, so it’s not too bad…. I gotta work on new years eve though… Sucks.. Oh well…

I go back to school on January 4th…. My last semester of my Multimedia program…

I’ve been very busy with school and work. Life is a bit overwhelming at the moment, lots of projects due, teaching myself crap.. and failing.. It’s stressing me out. Last week I just about cried every day of the week, it was horrible. I contemplated some terrible ideas in my head.. which I will not discuss. I had a major breakdown – and visited my moms grave for some guidance. It was pretty intense. I feel awful just thinking about it again. I got over what I was dealing with – it was me failing on php – and I’m thankfully back to normal now.

My birthday is coming up quick. I’m going downtown clubbing this time. I haven’t done the Toronto clubbing scene thing in a while.  I felt like it was greatly needed. LOL I’ve decided on a 25 and over bar. Though half of my party is under 25, I’m sure the club wont decline a bunch of pretty girls .. ya know? .. well I hope! OR there’s always somewhere else. I decided on the 25+ place because I am so sick of touchy guys at the club thinking they can just come up behind you and rub their junk on your ass/back. I’m over that part of my life. The bars/clubs around my area are usually filled with 19 year olds that always manage to disappoint me.. I’m too old to go out in my area. LOL

WHAT AM I EXCITED ABOUT???? LAS VEGAS AND CALIFORNIA! Yes that’s what! Planning a girls trip for the beginning of May. I can’t fucking wait! I will be finished my 2nd year at school, needing a break from the work-weather:snow-business.. ya know. Is it sad that when I mention a trip to my friends, they all know it’s probably to Vegas? I now just look at them when they ask – and they know. LOL – SHUT UP, I love Las Vegas with all of my heart – I will always come back for more and more! So the trip, we are going to Vegas and then halfway we’re renting a car and driving to California. Visiting LA – hitting every beach we can. This trip will be EPIC. (I don’t normally use that word, but I see it fit for this) ;)

OH and btw, I would like to share what I’ve done with my nails this week.

Life is good. Just doing school and work, etc. Same stuff.

On Friday I saw Donnie Wahlberg perform his new singles, and some other nkotb songs. The surprise of the night was that Joey McIntyre showed up!! It was unbelievable!! I had a great time. I have lots of video from the night, and a few pictures. We got pretty close to the stage. Squeezed our way in, it was intense lol He’s going to Montreal this Sunday, so if I decide to be crazy, I will most likely drive up there. HAHA Hey you only live once! It’s only 5 hours away ;p LOL I just need someone to come along to my craziness!

Anyway, I’ll make this short, and possibly write more in a week or so byee

I’m actually pretty happy with myself lately. I’ve been motivated enough to work out! Everyday after work (5x week). I’m going to try again to make my old goal. I’ve gained almost 20lbs since June/July and it’s made me really depressed. I want that feeling where you feel comfortable with your body. Most of my clothes don’t fit me like they use to. *Sad* I hope that I will keep on this. I need to lose that extra skin. ;)

Right now I am at work, sitting around not really doing anything. So really, this is the perfect time to get down to this.

Life has been good I guess. Been keeping busy and really missing the summer Everyone is back at school and back to being in hibernation mode. It seems that once the cold hits, all my friends get boring. It’s true…

I need more excitement in my life. I wish I could win the lottery and go on vacation for the rest of my life haha.. I think I may just need to do something new like go back to school or get a new job (or 2nd one)… Meh