I’ve been very busy with school and work. Life is a bit overwhelming at the moment, lots of projects due, teaching myself crap.. and failing.. It’s stressing me out. Last week I just about cried every day of the week, it was horrible. I contemplated some terrible ideas in my head.. which I will not discuss. I had a major breakdown – and visited my moms grave for some guidance. It was pretty intense. I feel awful just thinking about it again. I got over what I was dealing with – it was me failing on php – and I’m thankfully back to normal now.

My birthday is coming up quick. I’m going downtown clubbing this time. I haven’t done the Toronto clubbing scene thing in a while.  I felt like it was greatly needed. LOL I’ve decided on a 25 and over bar. Though half of my party is under 25, I’m sure the club wont decline a bunch of pretty girls .. ya know? .. well I hope! OR there’s always somewhere else. I decided on the 25+ place because I am so sick of touchy guys at the club thinking they can just come up behind you and rub their junk on your ass/back. I’m over that part of my life. The bars/clubs around my area are usually filled with 19 year olds that always manage to disappoint me.. I’m too old to go out in my area. LOL

ANYWAY, my summer has been pretty awesome. Been working lots, traveling, etc. After my 2nd year of school was done in April, went to Vegas to celebrate… well not really celebrate.. but maybe to hit off the summer. May was wicked.. The girls and I stayed at Treasure Island this time… for 4 days… and then travelled to California for another 3 days. The trip was pretty amazing. This year visited Rain on the first night, 2nd night we spent at XS, 3rd night was at Marquee & the 4th night we spent at Moon. Nightclubs were amazing as usual. I absolutely fell in love with the Cosmopolitan and Marquee… fabulously beautiful. Hotel and nightclub were so amazing. We had the best time there and met some great people too… HA!

I could go on and on about what happened, and what else we did while we were there, but I’m really too lazy to get into it.. and it’s not something I want to discuss on here.. just incase anyone gets offended/etc… but if you would like to know, you can ask. All I have to say about Vegas is, LADIES get a hookup from a local promoter there.. it’s worth it to get yourself and your friends into whatever club you want to go to… entry, drinks.. free.

California was also pretty good. We laid low most of the time because we were still recovering. I was terribly sick too, it was pretty awful… BUT I still made the most of it

The rest of the summer went by pretty quick too.. long weekend cottage partying, camping, so many concerts [ie NKOTBSB], summer BBQ’s… working…

I can’t believe it’s already August.. and school is 1 month away! AHH.. CRAZY!

So my girl Sam and I are ending summer with a big bang.. and going to Las Vegas. HAHA I know.. again. YEP. SO WHAT? ;) We are heading down Sept 1st until Sept 6th. 6 days [5 nights] of pure craziness! Staying at the MGM Grand… for Labour Day weekend festivities… I hope everything goes as well as it always does… There’s so many things, places, DJ’s, pools, etc I want to do. I hope it all works out. My friend isn’t as much as a drinker as I am.. but she’s been with me last year.. and she seemed pretty good.

I’m pretty stoked for this trip.. I shouldn’t really be going on another trip… but you only live once right?

Anyway, I went to Kingston on the 6th for Andrea‘s Bday. I had a really great time. Lots of partying!! My fave. HAHA. It’s always good to get away from the normal. I love to travel so much. I’m planning on going back next week. So more fun to come! I can’t wait. This time, no crazy partying drinking… I think at least ;) Planning on seeing Knowing. I love Nicolas Cage! His movies never disappoint me.

Last week I got a new laptop! :D I got this one from Best Buy it was on sale then. I picked it up last Thursday night. I’m pretty happy with it. It runs perfectly, so smooth and quick. I never thought I’d love a PC again. HAHAHAHA… I do miss my Mac OS though. oh well, soon September will come and I can use it again. har har. Laptops are so convenient,  love it. I’m not use to the webcam though. Sometimes I get freaked out that someone can see me. I’ve always had my webcam disconnected on my desktop, that’s just me being paranoid. A few weeks ago they had a episode on CSI (with Diddy btw) and they could access a stolen laptops webcam remotely.. that was freaky HAHA I know that’s all Hollywood though ;)

IN MAY I am planning a trip to see Laurie in Montreal!!!!!! At the end of the month for her birthday. I haven’t seen her in a while. Like 2 years maybe? I forget. So I’m pretty stoked about that. Should be fun!!!

Umm, and I dunno what else…. ttyl

I lied. That wasn’t the worse. Worse part was waking up again to go to the washroom, and finding that in the garbage was my case, empty, that was filled with my 2 iPods. Yeah someone stole my iPods (160GB Classic & 8GB Nano). Let’s say that just really pissed me off. They were stolen while I was asleep in the hotel room. Friends of Friends were in our room. People I didn’t know. So there is no way I can find out who stole them. I am shit out of luck. Yeah, happy fucking new years. I am just very thankful that I didn’t have my camera or my BlackBerry in my purse. Or those would’ve definitely been stolen. Oh yeah, they also stole the change from my wallet. Left my credit cards. They left my wallet in the cupboard underneath the sink in the room. People. I’ve been cursing them, praying to the gods above that they will get what’s coming to them. AND hey. That has worked before. Gods are in my favor. Karma IS really a bitch. *SIGH. On to a more happy note, I am getting my new iPods (120GB classic [i am so mad they downgraded the space!!] & 8GB nano) tomorrow from my savior. The only guy I know who can hook me up with electronics HAHA I will know for next time NEVER to bring them anywhere with people I can’t trust.

New years resolutions? What are yours? I know every year, EVERYONE says they want to lose weight, get fit, eat healthy. I’m thinking that might be mine. HAHA.. well I think I am gonna try to get onto my workout habits. I haven’t been to the gym in almost a month!! I kind of make excuses to not go. Like if I’ve worked all day, and am tired. OR if I don’t want to drive out. It’s terrible! I just wish I had someone to go with who was motivated enough to come with me every time I want to go. Any takers? ;)

Wishing everyone the best in 2009! EXCITED for what comes this year!

I needed to upgrade because I wanted to have my tweets on here. HAHA, the older version wasn’t working, and someone told me it was because I didn’t have the latest version of WP.. I hope they were right. I will be testing out the twitter-tools plugin after I post this entry

So Las Vegas was pretty amazing! Best trip ever in life. We partied like celebrities and with some celebrities too. ;) Having a group of 16 gorgeous girls is pretty powerful. Everyone WANTS you in their club and at the hottest tables. Oh how I miss that, I’m going through withdrawals LMAO. Vegas is my addiction. Rachelle and I are already planning on what to do when we go back. HAHAHA… Who can we stay with???? ;)

I wont share most stories on here, because really what happens while you are there.. SHOULD be kept there ;) All I can say is that it was ridiculous and crazy! Much more crazier than the last time I went (April 08).

I need a new trip to look forward to now. Any suggestions on where to go? I am addicted to traveling. I love it so much. Wish I had unlimited funds so I could go anywhere. I would really love to go to Egypt. That is my #1 for sure!

BRB. I will post more later