I’ve been very busy with school and work. Life is a bit overwhelming at the moment, lots of projects due, teaching myself crap.. and failing.. It’s stressing me out. Last week I just about cried every day of the week, it was horrible. I contemplated some terrible ideas in my head.. which I will not discuss. I had a major breakdown – and visited my moms grave for some guidance. It was pretty intense. I feel awful just thinking about it again. I got over what I was dealing with – it was me failing on php – and I’m thankfully back to normal now.

My birthday is coming up quick. I’m going downtown clubbing this time. I haven’t done the Toronto clubbing scene thing in a while.  I felt like it was greatly needed. LOL I’ve decided on a 25 and over bar. Though half of my party is under 25, I’m sure the club wont decline a bunch of pretty girls .. ya know? .. well I hope! OR there’s always somewhere else. I decided on the 25+ place because I am so sick of touchy guys at the club thinking they can just come up behind you and rub their junk on your ass/back. I’m over that part of my life. The bars/clubs around my area are usually filled with 19 year olds that always manage to disappoint me.. I’m too old to go out in my area. LOL

ANYWAY, my summer has been pretty awesome. Been working lots, traveling, etc. After my 2nd year of school was done in April, went to Vegas to celebrate… well not really celebrate.. but maybe to hit off the summer. May was wicked.. The girls and I stayed at Treasure Island this time… for 4 days… and then travelled to California for another 3 days. The trip was pretty amazing. This year visited Rain on the first night, 2nd night we spent at XS, 3rd night was at Marquee & the 4th night we spent at Moon. Nightclubs were amazing as usual. I absolutely fell in love with the Cosmopolitan and Marquee… fabulously beautiful. Hotel and nightclub were so amazing. We had the best time there and met some great people too… HA!

I could go on and on about what happened, and what else we did while we were there, but I’m really too lazy to get into it.. and it’s not something I want to discuss on here.. just incase anyone gets offended/etc… but if you would like to know, you can ask. All I have to say about Vegas is, LADIES get a hookup from a local promoter there.. it’s worth it to get yourself and your friends into whatever club you want to go to… entry, drinks.. free.

California was also pretty good. We laid low most of the time because we were still recovering. I was terribly sick too, it was pretty awful… BUT I still made the most of it

The rest of the summer went by pretty quick too.. long weekend cottage partying, camping, so many concerts [ie NKOTBSB], summer BBQ’s… working…

I can’t believe it’s already August.. and school is 1 month away! AHH.. CRAZY!

So my girl Sam and I are ending summer with a big bang.. and going to Las Vegas. HAHA I know.. again. YEP. SO WHAT? ;) We are heading down Sept 1st until Sept 6th. 6 days [5 nights] of pure craziness! Staying at the MGM Grand… for Labour Day weekend festivities… I hope everything goes as well as it always does… There’s so many things, places, DJ’s, pools, etc I want to do. I hope it all works out. My friend isn’t as much as a drinker as I am.. but she’s been with me last year.. and she seemed pretty good.

I’m pretty stoked for this trip.. I shouldn’t really be going on another trip… but you only live once right?

How was everyone’s new years? Mine was great. My friends Shaun & Heather had a new years-house warming party, everyone pretty much came. Always a good thing to see everyone all at once I think I behaved myself, but who knows lol – did drink a little too much wine. That put me over. Ah well. I’m over it ;)

Does anyone have any new years resolutions? I have one: Not to drink so much. Lately whenever I get out, which is not that often anymore – I always drink well over what I should, and never remember what happened for half the night. It feels like it has taken a toll on my body and I’m realizing this now. Also, I should NOT be acting like a 19 year old! So this year I plan on stopping binge-drinking and acting my age when I go out! LOL

School is starting back up on Wednesday! AH, I’m half way done my program! I’ve managed to pass all my classes so far, even while bombing my Javascript final test last semester. I’m really looking forward to what kinds of things we will be working on this semester

Last weekend I went to Montreal to go camping with the awesome Laurie. I had a really great time. I went with a friend from work who didn’t seem to have as much fun as I did, kind of a downer. BUT I made the most of it. We left here around 11am and got to the campground after 4pm. It didn’t take as long as I thought it would. I’ll definitely make the drive again if I have to OH, I also got to ride on a Ferry!!! It was pretty cool, never done that before. I was totally NOT expecting it too. It was like all of a sudden I turned in this small town and then there was a line up for the Ferry. HAHA. We celebrated by playing “I’m on a boat” by T-Pain ;) It was rediculously fun.. HAHA We drank and tanned on the beach all day long. Now I’m so dark, it’s pretty crazy. I guess I don’t need to use my tanning minutes anymore. I don’t want to be any darker than what I am right now heh.

This coming up weekend I was supposed to go to Darien Lake, but everyone canceled last minute. So we had to cancel our reservations (n) Now this leaves me with the entire weekend and more off. I’m off Friday-Wednesday!!! What the hell am I gonna do with myself?! I wish I could plan a last minute trip, but I would only want to go to Las Vegas or maybe New York City.. and I haven’t saved up enough for semi-big trips like that. I could only afford the flights. Ah well. I may just save the money I was going to use for Darien Lake, and put it in my B-day Trip fund. I really hope that will happen! It has to!

OH!! On Monday I picked up my new laptop for school. It’s a 15″ MacBook Pro. It’s so pretty and I love it already. I even went out to the Apple store right after and picked up a pink (outter)case/shell and white sleeve for it. Customizing for me IS everything!

Anyway, I went to Kingston on the 6th for Andrea‘s Bday. I had a really great time. Lots of partying!! My fave. HAHA. It’s always good to get away from the normal. I love to travel so much. I’m planning on going back next week. So more fun to come! I can’t wait. This time, no crazy partying drinking… I think at least ;) Planning on seeing Knowing. I love Nicolas Cage! His movies never disappoint me.

Last week I got a new laptop! :D I got this one from Best Buy it was on sale then. I picked it up last Thursday night. I’m pretty happy with it. It runs perfectly, so smooth and quick. I never thought I’d love a PC again. HAHAHAHA… I do miss my Mac OS though. oh well, soon September will come and I can use it again. har har. Laptops are so convenient,  love it. I’m not use to the webcam though. Sometimes I get freaked out that someone can see me. I’ve always had my webcam disconnected on my desktop, that’s just me being paranoid. A few weeks ago they had a episode on CSI (with Diddy btw) and they could access a stolen laptops webcam remotely.. that was freaky HAHA I know that’s all Hollywood though ;)

IN MAY I am planning a trip to see Laurie in Montreal!!!!!! At the end of the month for her birthday. I haven’t seen her in a while. Like 2 years maybe? I forget. So I’m pretty stoked about that. Should be fun!!!

Umm, and I dunno what else…. ttyl