I lied. That wasn’t the worse. Worse part was waking up again to go to the washroom, and finding that in the garbage was my case, empty, that was filled with my 2 iPods. Yeah someone stole my iPods (160GB Classic & 8GB Nano). Let’s say that just really pissed me off. They were stolen while I was asleep in the hotel room. Friends of Friends were in our room. People I didn’t know. So there is no way I can find out who stole them. I am shit out of luck. Yeah, happy fucking new years. I am just very thankful that I didn’t have my camera or my BlackBerry in my purse. Or those would’ve definitely been stolen. Oh yeah, they also stole the change from my wallet. Left my credit cards. They left my wallet in the cupboard underneath the sink in the room. People. I’ve been cursing them, praying to the gods above that they will get what’s coming to them. AND hey. That has worked before. Gods are in my favor. Karma IS really a bitch. *SIGH. On to a more happy note, I am getting my new iPods (120GB classic [i am so mad they downgraded the space!!] & 8GB nano) tomorrow from my savior. The only guy I know who can hook me up with electronics HAHA I will know for next time NEVER to bring them anywhere with people I can’t trust.

New years resolutions? What are yours? I know every year, EVERYONE says they want to lose weight, get fit, eat healthy. I’m thinking that might be mine. HAHA.. well I think I am gonna try to get onto my workout habits. I haven’t been to the gym in almost a month!! I kind of make excuses to not go. Like if I’ve worked all day, and am tired. OR if I don’t want to drive out. It’s terrible! I just wish I had someone to go with who was motivated enough to come with me every time I want to go. Any takers? ;)

Wishing everyone the best in 2009! EXCITED for what comes this year!

So how was everyones Christmas? Hope it was good! Mine  was pretty good. Time spent with the family. Opening up presents, eating a delicious turkey dinner and watching some movies together. I got a pretty good haul this year and I was very surprised. My dad went all out on us, so much of what I got was from him. I got $350 worth of Gift Cards (Best Buy, La Senza, Petro Canada, Starbucks & Cineplex), $200 in cash, Books; Stephanie Meyer’s Host, Tori Spelling’s Bio [sTORI TELLING], Animal Crossing City Folk Guide book & Sophie Kinsella’s Remember Me?). 2x 2GB SD cards (for my Nintendo Wii), Card Reader, PS3 Game; Little BIG Planet, Neat little gadgets; Lock De-Icer w/ light, Light/laser pointer, Magnetic Sculpture, Portable [windup] cellphone charger. and Candy/Chocolate..

For Boxing Day, I used my Best Buy gift cards online and picked up another External Hard Drive. It was only $80! It is coming today in the mail. *EXCITED* AND I saw a Trans-Siberian Orchestra concert with my dad. It was pretty amazing! I took some videos and pictures. Pictures are on Facebook if you wanna check there. Video.. well I uploaded 1 song I took while I was there.

Tomorrow is NEW YEARS EVE! What is everyone doing? I’m going downtown to a club and staying in a hotel with friends. We’re going to Circa Nightclub. Surprise surprise! LOL. It shall be a crazy night, that place never fails to please me.

Well I will cut this short. I hope everyone had a great Christmas and will have a great new years. Stay safe everyone. Happy New Years. All the best to you!

My weekend was great. Tiesto was pretty good. My only complaint was that he went on at 12:30AM. Melissa and I waited for 3 hours at the club for him to show up. *Nods Head* If I would’ve knew that, we would’ve came later. Oh well, I will know for the next time. Also people were so PUSHY!! Since we waited so long, we managed to get a great view. So everyone behind us were trying to steal our spots! Ah well

I tried to post a video from the concert on flickr and youtube, but it was being a bitch. Not loading and such. :/ If I do end up posting it, I will be sure to link it here. <33

Nothing other than that is new. I’ve been taking it easy lately and not going out, spending money, as much. There are a few things/trips that I am saving up for. I’ve wasted too much money on stupid things. LOL

So Halloween was last weekend. What did everyone do? I myself went to 3 parties. That were all really good! Only got 1 costume this year since I’m trying this new thing on saving money. AH HAHA. I dressed up as a sailor. You probably or have seen the pictures on Flickr or Facebook. I will be posting more on flickr when I am done this update. Halloween is my favorite time I year! There was like a new different horror movie on at all hours of the day! My fave. HAHA I must have watched over a dozen movies within the past 2 weeks.

I’m getting really hyped about Saturday. TIESTO is coming!!! I got my tickets to see him, so that shall be amazing, since I love him! But this time I will make sure NOT to drink a lot like the last time. I actually wanna remember the night this time. lmao.

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On Sunday, my dad took me out for lunch at Fire and Ice. It was really yummy! You got to choose your own Vegetables, noodles and sauce. Then the chef stir-fries it for you with your choice of protein (meat). It was delicious!! I loved it. Afterwards we ate our traditional cake. It’s like a family tradition to have a birthday cake every year. But it really made me sad though that it was just my dad and I. I wish my mom was still here. When it came time to blow out my candles, it made me think of her. My wishes for the past 9 years have always been for my mom. Wish for her to get better, wish for her cancer not to come back, etc. This year I had to hold back my tears thinking about that moment. Especially thinking about last year, we had to celebrate it in the bedroom because at that point she could no longer walk down the stairs. The anniversary of her death is just a bit over a month away. I don’t know what is going to happen then..

Lately I’ve been really down, the past week, and present. A lot of shit has been going on that I’m having a hard time dealing with. Nothing that I wish to discuss in detail, but I don’t know what I’m going to do about it. I’m seriously considering therapy or something along the lines of that. I have been having really bad thoughts every night, while I’m working, and when I’m by myself. Every day it feels like it’s becoming harder and harder. I try to hid it from everyone but that isn’t going to help it. *sigh. I don’t know anymore …